Chapter 1472 Just One Drink>>16
- Violet's life changed forever the night that she was drugged and raped. After her date with James, it had changed almost as much almost all over again though. Before all of this the most important thing in her life had been her classes in her quest to be a lawyer. Her straight A's and non-existent social life made that clear to everyone during high school and the first couple months of university. Now her priorities had turned upside down. Though she still did just enough work to keep from failing, C's were going to dominate her marks this semester. Half the time she didn't even go to class anymore. A couple of her teachers had tried to talk to her about the change. They showed real concern, and it warmed her heart. At least would have if she'd cared about anyone but James' opinion. Violet made her excuses and told them she was sick. That she'd try to get back to normal soon.
- Normal wasn't a place she thought she'd ever see again, though.
- It wasn't even a lie. She was sick - she just wasn't ill. Instead it was a compulsion... a darkness that was growing inside her like a cancer. Only a few weeks ago she'd been a good girl, but now she knew that she could never be happy with that life again. Her drug induced rape had been the seed, but every orgasm that James had inflicted on her since had made that darkness inside her fester and grow. Now it twisted around her soul like Kudzu. She couldn't cook in her own kitchen without wondering what it would feel like to be smacked with this utensil or how it would feel to be fucked on the counter; she couldn't take a walk through a park without imagining all the places she could get fucked where no one would see, or without noticing all the places he had already used her in public. It wasn't a compulsion though, it was an instinct. It was just part of who she was now.